I can't fully put into words what I am feeling right now. Christmas is my absolute favorite time of year for so many reasons and I was very much looking forward to this year's Christmas as it was Baby K's first.
But my heart aches and I am so sad. I hate that the celebration of the birth of our Savior was shadowed with sadness. I know there are reasons for the despair we are experiencing, but for now all I can simply be is just that...sad.
If you are the praying kind, say a prayer for Tolar as JoJo was his sweet pup for 13 1/2 of his 15 years of life. They were buds, singing partners, playmates and partners in crime.